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Emo by DeathReaper101

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No matter how hard i try to make others happy, even when im not, it still isnt enough

I quietly suffer, while everyone else just enjoys the happiness they have

Even in plain site i cry, and no one comes to help me, no one even realizes

I play my part as the empty shell of nothing, focusing my attention on everyone else even when my heart is broken in two

they all say they care, they all think they understand, they all have no idea what im going through

I hear the voices that aren't there, i see the shadows that have no person, and i feel the sorrow that is my only reality

And you say you know what im going through, yet you have no idea what its like to be me

To not know whats real, whats not real, to have absolutely no one...no one who can come and save you

So im sorry im not happy, im sorry i dont care, im sorry that i exist

I'm sorry that i think i matter, to even have the thought that you should care

But no matter how hard i try, i must believe that one person does care

Someone who does know, someone who understands

My suicidal angel...my only savior  





its how a lot of my life feels at the moment
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xKocicax Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
I do understand. :heart: I do care :heart:
You're really strong. Don't give up! Keep on moving. Everything will be all right :meow:
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lollovebug Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks and yea i knw its just that somedays it is still hard to get through them
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xKocicax Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
i know it's hard. And it will continue to be hard... you just have to learn how to accept it and show it you got this! You're stronger than u think C:
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lollovebug Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
lol thanx ^O^
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xKocicax Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
haha, welcome C:
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KilljoyEmoKid25 Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
wow... its creepy how much 'emo' literature i relate to... like... thats exactly how i feel nearly every day, its nice to know im not the only one. i love this, its really pretty literature, well done ^_^
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lollovebug Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
thanks so much!!!!! ^o^
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