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Lonewolf series Chapter 1 pre-veiw-1-
Of course on the first day of school I had to just wake up late. And of course no matter how hard I tried my stupid alarm clock wouldn’t work. Thank god my dear Alaska, my pet Alaskan husky, woke me up. Ironic how I have an Alaskan husky and his name is Alaska! Yea i'm just smart like that. But anyway, now I was driving my truck to school way above the speed limit. Not like it mattered really. In this small town, Stillwater Pennsylvania to be exsiccate, we only had one police station. Where there were only two police cars, and the last time anyone saw those old cars in action were about two years ago. Some people from the next town over thought it would be funny to tepee the police station.
So nothing really ever happens here…like nothing… what so ever! Thankfully school wasn’t as boring as this town. Stillwater high was the best and pretty much only school in town. There are really only two high schools in
A soft breeze gently blows the clouds overhead. Gently sway the
ocean waves back and forth. Sweetly sweeps your hair around your
face. Your gaze is attracted by the view in front of you. Captivated
by this lovely seascape...Then, ever so slowly, your eyes close and
you drift into a delicate sleep...I wonder hat you dreaming mind
Do you see this world in color? Or in a beautiful gray style? Does
the sun warm your skin? Or does the cool air chill your body? so many
things i wonder of what goes on in your fascinating mind. So many
desires i wish to fulfill for you...
I wonder...Do you long to live in this ethereal world, or in your divine fantasy?
Wishing Upon Stars Lets take this time to enjoy sweet silence...Look up
at the sky and see the beautiful stars that gleam and
shine.See the shapes and figures they make. See how
close they look, but yet are oh so far away...Quickly
my love, pick a star, not just any star, one you shall
remember forever! Cherish it, love it, adore it, and wish
Careful, though, my love you only have one wish.
So make it count darling...For a wish can last a life time.
But may i ask love, can I wish upon a star tonight
too? Can I ask to spend this life time with my perfect
dream? My sweet angel that fell to earth just for me.
Oh how I long to forever have you in my arms.
So please love while we stargaze tonight lets both
wish upon a star and live our forever dream...
Concealed Beauty...Like pure gold when a heavenly light shines upon it.
I get a soft and plush feeling when I touch this angelic thing, this heavenly wing.
I'm in awe...
How could I...How could I get such beautiful wings.
Wings with a white so deep they are like fluffy clouds on a clear blue day.
They are light, but hold a weight of responsibility on me.
I can feel them fully, every slightest twitch, every slightest flutter.
I can feel the slightest breeze run through the feathers.
Feel the warmth of the sparkling sun.
Feel the happiness I've never felt before...
My white wings…Oh without you...I don't think I've would've known about all the happiness I have inside...
Voice...Im always there
In the dark waiting
Silently waiting for the right moment to strike
Your mind belongs to me
You think you can escape
No, no one ever does
I just don't go away
You cant kill me...
Because Im you...
And you are me
Im the demon inside
That scary little voice you hate yet fear
Just let go...
Let me control
It wont hurt...
Since I am...already you...
Captured WingsI can feel it...
I can feel my skin rip apart.
Tear and be pulled this way and that.
Blood spills down my back.
my screams echo around me .
Tears fall from my eyes.
Why does such beautiful things hurt so much?
I want my wings...
give me my wings!
I don't want to be held down anymore...
Let me see my black wings.
Let me know im just as evil as i seem to be.
I cant hold back any longer.
Juts let my wings show.
let me be free...
Let me be this fallen angel im suppose to be...
Sleep...Sweet dreams my lovely angel
Let your mind rest and drift
Close your eyes and sleep
Doze off into peace
Imagine your perfect world
Create a universe all of your own
Let that magic in you flow
Be entranced by a beautiful wonderland
See the things that your mind can conceive
Fantasize my lovely angel
Keep your head in the clouds
And drift along into blissful tranquility
sleep forever lovely angel
Let your body lay still
And your mind run free
Keep your dreams alive
And live in your secret creation
Don't hold back that beautiful imagination you have
So sleep love, sleep my lovely angel, and dream forever...
MelodyA sweet melody rings within my ears.
Silently yet eagerly trying to gain my attention.
I search up and down, left and right, for that beautiful sound.
Not knowing whose voice it is that releases such lovely words.
I listen closely, closing my eyes, tunning out everything but your voice. Listening to every word that escapes your lips.
My body moves, following an invisible path toward you. Louder the sound of your voice gets, i know i am near you, so i open my eyes. And see such a charming beauty.
I stare, captivated, by your mesmerizing eyes...it is like light is captures inside and held there forever, or just waiting for someone to let that beautiful light out.
I see your lovely smile, I wonder how many times people get to see you truly smile, or even hear a beautiful laugh i bet you have.
My mind wonders for miles about everything i wish to know about you, about all the things you keep secret.
* * *
Keep singing my beautiful, and let the world hear your voice.
Let your angelic voice f
Never let me goSunlight kisses your face
as you slowly awake in my
Your sweet autumn brown
eyes flutter open and look
A hushed good morning
escapes your beautiful lips.
All the while you only waste
seconds to press those precious
lips against mine.
And i am filled with the
joyous essence of your love.
I reminisce over all of the
times you have brightened my
And i hold you close as our
Feeling your delicate body
Ever so slowly running
my hands along side
...You rest your head
amongst my chest.
Telling me how soothing
my heartbeat sounds to
smiling i say "it only
beats for you..."
And loving eyes connect
But it is your sweet
smile that capture my eyes.
Along with your angelic
voice saying those 3 precious
Those oh so heart warming
You kiss my lips again,
and with such tender,
I pull you close, not ever
wanting to let you go.
It's Okay to be ImperfectThe moon
Stand Against SuicideI know the pain is perhaps unbearable,
But darling, please put down the blade.
Release your emotions through tears and smiles,
Rather than dreading these days.
Do it for the little girl, whose mother can’t be there,
Or for the boy whose father drank too much.
For the boy who can’t sit in elementary school,
Because the bruises from Daddy hurt to touch.
For the teenage girl lying face down in her bed,
Thinking, why can’t it all be done?
For the elderly man looking up at the stars,
Counting the days one by one.
Do it for the children who wonder, does it end?
For the ones who feel left on their own.
For the ones who think, maybe it wouldn’t be so hard
If I didn’t feel so left alone.
And finally, do it for one other person,
The person in front of these words.
Because you’ll never know how it gets better
When focusing on pain and hurt.
Live one more day, dear, for them and for you,
And I swear to you, problems will fade.
I know, for right now, it’s p
Unable to loveMy love was pure
I only wanted
But my heart
Because my love
Like a piece of garbage
And now I'm unable
Because the shreds
Of my shattered soul
I Thought I Needed FeminismI thought I needed feminism, when I was a little girl.
And I am very sad to admit, that this wasn't very long ago.
I thought when he held the door open for me, that he was making a big mistake.
That he was being a pompous ass, and he took my strength for a fake.
And when he offered to pay my tab, I still called him an ass.
Because I thought he assumed I was poor, and below middle class.
Or when his hard work earned him a promotion,
yet I did nothing, and the boss' ignorance to promote me, I believed was a sexist notion.
My friend really wanted feminism when she found her ex-dead drunk,
removed his clothes, and without his consent, had a pleasurable fuck.
When her parents bust into the room unexpected that night,
she said he raped her, and he was arrested without so much as a fight.
Perhaps feminism was there when I walked out into the street in pure nudity,
and shouted the my neighbors “You have no right to judge me!”
I didn't care about the children who were standing in th
MathematicsI am but the sum of my
F L A W S;
a network of
S C A R S
a disaster of
D R E A M S
a shield of
B O N E S
C A L C U L A T I O N
a void of
to the girl i lose my words aroundi have been meaning to tell you for years:
i think you’re beautiful. i have
seen nothing on earth that holds a candle
to the ocean you carry inside your body.
it spills over your edges sometimes, like
a rain shower around you, blurring your penciled-in
lines until there is nothing left of you but your natural
cliffs, valleys, and deserts.
i like that.
i have never met someone who is, somehow,
a sea and a storm at the same time.
maybe i never will again.
maybe you are the only one
who gathers clouds on her forehead
like a promise, or feels the push and pull of the tide
with her every step.
you are beautiful, honestly.
you are honest, beautifully.
it is in the way you talk, the way you hold ice
on your tongue but forget to use it—
you always forget to use it, i don’t think
you know how.
to be truthful, i’m afraid of your smile
and how it breaks over me, how it pulls
me like a whirlpool down, how it pushes me
like a current back to the surface. i’m afraid of
DifferentDifferent on the outside,
Different mask you see daily,
Different girl you call ‘Hailey’
To my surprise
Your ears are distracted,
So I tell lies, looking into your eyes,
“Yea I’m fine. Simply tired”
For that response my brain is wired.
Different mouth you hear speaking,
Different voice you hear screaming
Different eyes you see pleading,
Different person you’d befriended
I’m sorry this is how it’s ended.
I want to be free...To be me is like a disgrace.
To be fake is like a god given gift.
It's not me...
It never will be...
So why can't we just love what's real?
Instead of whats fake?
Love who you are!
Be who you are!
No matter what anyone says...
I want to be free...
And I know you do to.
So why cant we?
Because people hate what they don't understand.
That's why we cant be.
But then again...Who said we can't break some rules?
Have fun, and live life a little?
No matter what happens.
Be free, and do you.
Not what people say you have to do.
I want to be free...
And I will be.
No matter what anyone says...
So be free...
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