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Lonewolf series Chapter 1 pre-veiw-1-
Of course on the first day of school I had to just wake up late. And of course no matter how hard I tried my stupid alarm clock wouldn’t work. Thank god my dear Alaska, my pet Alaskan husky, woke me up. Ironic how I have an Alaskan husky and his name is Alaska! Yea i'm just smart like that. But anyway, now I was driving my truck to school way above the speed limit. Not like it mattered really. In this small town, Stillwater Pennsylvania to be exsiccate, we only had one police station. Where there were only two police cars, and the last time anyone saw those old cars in action were about two years ago. Some people from the next town over thought it would be funny to tepee the police station.
So nothing really ever happens here…like nothing… what so ever! Thankfully school wasn’t as boring as this town. Stillwater high was the best and pretty much only school in town. There are really only two high schools in
A soft breeze gently blows the clouds overhead. Gently sway the
ocean waves back and forth. Sweetly sweeps your hair around your
face. Your gaze is attracted by the view in front of you. Captivated
by this lovely seascape...Then, ever so slowly, your eyes close and
you drift into a delicate sleep...I wonder hat you dreaming mind
Do you see this world in color? Or in a beautiful gray style? Does
the sun warm your skin? Or does the cool air chill your body? so many
things i wonder of what goes on in your fascinating mind. So many
desires i wish to fulfill for you...
I wonder...Do you long to live in this ethereal world, or in your divine fantasy?
Wishing Upon Stars Lets take this time to enjoy sweet silence...Look up
at the sky and see the beautiful stars that gleam and
shine.See the shapes and figures they make. See how
close they look, but yet are oh so far away...Quickly
my love, pick a star, not just any star, one you shall
remember forever! Cherish it, love it, adore it, and wish
Careful, though, my love you only have one wish.
So make it count darling...For a wish can last a life time.
But may i ask love, can I wish upon a star tonight
too? Can I ask to spend this life time with my perfect
dream? My sweet angel that fell to earth just for me.
Oh how I long to forever have you in my arms.
So please love while we stargaze tonight lets both
wish upon a star and live our forever dream...
Concealed Beauty...Like pure gold when a heavenly light shines upon it.
I get a soft and plush feeling when I touch this angelic thing, this heavenly wing.
I'm in awe...
How could I...How could I get such beautiful wings.
Wings with a white so deep they are like fluffy clouds on a clear blue day.
They are light, but hold a weight of responsibility on me.
I can feel them fully, every slightest twitch, every slightest flutter.
I can feel the slightest breeze run through the feathers.
Feel the warmth of the sparkling sun.
Feel the happiness I've never felt before...
My white wings…Oh without you...I don't think I've would've known about all the happiness I have inside...
Voice...Im always there
In the dark waiting
Silently waiting for the right moment to strike
Your mind belongs to me
You think you can escape
No, no one ever does
I just don't go away
You cant kill me...
Because Im you...
And you are me
Im the demon inside
That scary little voice you hate yet fear
Just let go...
Let me control
It wont hurt...
Since I am...already you...
Captured WingsI can feel it...
I can feel my skin rip apart.
Tear and be pulled this way and that.
Blood spills down my back.
my screams echo around me .
Tears fall from my eyes.
Why does such beautiful things hurt so much?
I want my wings...
give me my wings!
I don't want to be held down anymore...
Let me see my black wings.
Let me know im just as evil as i seem to be.
I cant hold back any longer.
Juts let my wings show.
let me be free...
Let me be this fallen angel im suppose to be...
Sleep...Sweet dreams my lovely angel
Let your mind rest and drift
Close your eyes and sleep
Doze off into peace
Imagine your perfect world
Create a universe all of your own
Let that magic in you flow
Be entranced by a beautiful wonderland
See the things that your mind can conceive
Fantasize my lovely angel
Keep your head in the clouds
And drift along into blissful tranquility
sleep forever lovely angel
Let your body lay still
And your mind run free
Keep your dreams alive
And live in your secret creation
Don't hold back that beautiful imagination you have
So sleep love, sleep my lovely angel, and dream forever...
MelodyA sweet melody rings within my ears.
Silently yet eagerly trying to gain my attention.
I search up and down, left and right, for that beautiful sound.
Not knowing whose voice it is that releases such lovely words.
I listen closely, closing my eyes, tunning out everything but your voice. Listening to every word that escapes your lips.
My body moves, following an invisible path toward you. Louder the sound of your voice gets, i know i am near you, so i open my eyes. And see such a charming beauty.
I stare, captivated, by your mesmerizing eyes...it is like light is captures inside and held there forever, or just waiting for someone to let that beautiful light out.
I see your lovely smile, I wonder how many times people get to see you truly smile, or even hear a beautiful laugh i bet you have.
My mind wonders for miles about everything i wish to know about you, about all the things you keep secret.
* * *
Keep singing my beautiful, and let the world hear your voice.
Let your angelic voice f
Never let me goSunlight kisses your face
as you slowly awake in my
Your sweet autumn brown
eyes flutter open and look
A hushed good morning
escapes your beautiful lips.
All the while you only waste
seconds to press those precious
lips against mine.
And i am filled with the
joyous essence of your love.
I reminisce over all of the
times you have brightened my
And i hold you close as our
Feeling your delicate body
Ever so slowly running
my hands along side
...You rest your head
amongst my chest.
Telling me how soothing
my heartbeat sounds to
smiling i say "it only
beats for you..."
And loving eyes connect
But it is your sweet
smile that capture my eyes.
Along with your angelic
voice saying those 3 precious
Those oh so heart warming
You kiss my lips again,
and with such tender,
I pull you close, not ever
wanting to let you go.
How to be Populardon’t talk
go to parties
listen to friends
go with the flow
drink some more
don’t let them see the tears
as you cry yourself to sleep
for the most important thing
is to be popular
i'm not going to lie and say she was perfect.her skin was spotted with what she passed off as freckles,
but what were really scars from a thousand summer suns
as she ran about outside,
climbing trees and treading rivers,
pretending to be an american bomber
in the midst of WWII.
she kept crimson stains on pearl pink lips,
which always had the habit of getting on her teeth
because she put on make-up after dressing in her car
and ordering coffee in every way she hated it
as she drove to the record store three times a day,
ignoring her job downtown.
she owned four and a half hairbrushes exactly,
i took count on the first night i stepped into that whirl-wind room,
though her lopsided up-dos of messy blonde hair revealed just how much her fingers
never broke the dust.
she had these lovely fragile hands
that showed each and every vein and bone,
the type of hands made for tearing boys like me apart.
how could i have even expected to survive,
a paper poet
held against a reckless flame?
Panic attackIt hits me like a wave,
These thoughts of fear and regret.
They swarm all around me,
Trapping me inside my own head.
Pretty soon, I am suffocating,
Please someone save me!
My heart beat races,
As does the thoughts that pick up the pace.
Of sending me memories I've kept and buried so long inside.
They've come back to haunt me tonight.
And as soon as it came,
It was gone,
Leaving me here.
And what was left of me,
The sound of silenceThe sound of silence,
Is so deafening,
That it makes my ears ring,
With the cacophony of my own insanity.
Being afraid to speakThe unpleasantries of past events
Were driven by the voices of contempt
Leaving me breathless
To that effect, I was left senseless
And when I laid under the covers
As I tried to warm myself from the cold stares
I shiver, as my skin turned white
By the solace of silence
But, as I overcame their sadness
I learned to embrace the cold
Until I was able to give warmth to others
DNAyou are content
because every day
you have the opportunity to
hug both sets of your DNA.
however, i am not content.
half of me is missing
and the other half
is hardly ever here.
Ideationlocked in a room
with only one escape,
or so it seems.
your hands shake and you drop the key.
Suddenly you're unsure.
Do I want to pick it up?
Do I want to find it?
Do I want to leave?
you think to yourself
there's no other choice.
find the key or corrode, or rust
wear down the hinge
use sadness as the key.
You have the answer now.
Just open the door.
Just walk outside and don't look back.
Let yourself leave with no regrets.
And yet you can't.
You're afraid, you think,
but you are actually strong.
Don't run away.
Don't take that leap.
my bedspread is white and so is my coffin.i can feel
the night closing
the stars are breaking
empty glass bottles
inside of my
mouth, and they taste like
ambien. bitter, then
but you still can't close your fucking eyes
little blue pills for
eyes– it was winter and i
dreams of nothing more than
nothing. the devil
tied chains around all the
vessels in my
body. laughed, and by god i
laughed too (and laughedandlaughedandlaughed).
this will all be over soon i swear i will take everything off your skin and bones and burn it up
and then january took the world
in it's grip and i
drowned in the snow that
will never hydrate the
can you hear that it's the night and it's so beautiful so come here darling and we'll watch the sun rise and set and rise and
I want to be free...To be me is like a disgrace.
To be fake is like a god given gift.
It's not me...
It never will be...
So why can't we just love what's real?
Instead of whats fake?
Love who you are!
Be who you are!
No matter what anyone says...
I want to be free...
And I know you do to.
So why cant we?
Because people hate what they don't understand.
That's why we cant be.
But then again...Who said we can't break some rules?
Have fun, and live life a little?
No matter what happens.
Be free, and do you.
Not what people say you have to do.
I want to be free...
And I will be.
No matter what anyone says...
So be free...
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