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Lonewolf series Chapter 1 pre-veiw-1-
Of course on the first day of school I had to just wake up late. And of course no matter how hard I tried my stupid alarm clock wouldn’t work. Thank god my dear Alaska, my pet Alaskan husky, woke me up. Ironic how I have an Alaskan husky and his name is Alaska! Yea i'm just smart like that. But anyway, now I was driving my truck to school way above the speed limit. Not like it mattered really. In this small town, Stillwater Pennsylvania to be exsiccate, we only had one police station. Where there were only two police cars, and the last time anyone saw those old cars in action were about two years ago. Some people from the next town over thought it would be funny to tepee the police station.
So nothing really ever happens here…like nothing… what so ever! Thankfully school wasn’t as boring as this town. Stillwater high was the best and pretty much only school in town. There are really only two high schools in
A soft breeze gently blows the clouds overhead. Gently sway the
ocean waves back and forth. Sweetly sweeps your hair around your
face. Your gaze is attracted by the view in front of you. Captivated
by this lovely seascape...Then, ever so slowly, your eyes close and
you drift into a delicate sleep...I wonder hat you dreaming mind
Do you see this world in color? Or in a beautiful gray style? Does
the sun warm your skin? Or does the cool air chill your body? so many
things i wonder of what goes on in your fascinating mind. So many
desires i wish to fulfill for you...
I wonder...Do you long to live in this ethereal world, or in your divine fantasy?
Wishing Upon Stars Lets take this time to enjoy sweet silence...Look up
at the sky and see the beautiful stars that gleam and
shine.See the shapes and figures they make. See how
close they look, but yet are oh so far away...Quickly
my love, pick a star, not just any star, one you shall
remember forever! Cherish it, love it, adore it, and wish
Careful, though, my love you only have one wish.
So make it count darling...For a wish can last a life time.
But may i ask love, can I wish upon a star tonight
too? Can I ask to spend this life time with my perfect
dream? My sweet angel that fell to earth just for me.
Oh how I long to forever have you in my arms.
So please love while we stargaze tonight lets both
wish upon a star and live our forever dream...
Concealed Beauty...Like pure gold when a heavenly light shines upon it.
I get a soft and plush feeling when I touch this angelic thing, this heavenly wing.
I'm in awe...
How could I...How could I get such beautiful wings.
Wings with a white so deep they are like fluffy clouds on a clear blue day.
They are light, but hold a weight of responsibility on me.
I can feel them fully, every slightest twitch, every slightest flutter.
I can feel the slightest breeze run through the feathers.
Feel the warmth of the sparkling sun.
Feel the happiness I've never felt before...
My white wings…Oh without you...I don't think I've would've known about all the happiness I have inside...
Voice...Im always there
In the dark waiting
Silently waiting for the right moment to strike
Your mind belongs to me
You think you can escape
No, no one ever does
I just don't go away
You cant kill me...
Because Im you...
And you are me
Im the demon inside
That scary little voice you hate yet fear
Just let go...
Let me control
It wont hurt...
Since I am...already you...
Captured WingsI can feel it...
I can feel my skin rip apart.
Tear and be pulled this way and that.
Blood spills down my back.
my screams echo around me .
Tears fall from my eyes.
Why does such beautiful things hurt so much?
I want my wings...
give me my wings!
I don't want to be held down anymore...
Let me see my black wings.
Let me know im just as evil as i seem to be.
I cant hold back any longer.
Juts let my wings show.
let me be free...
Let me be this fallen angel im suppose to be...
Sleep...Sweet dreams my lovely angel
Let your mind rest and drift
Close your eyes and sleep
Doze off into peace
Imagine your perfect world
Create a universe all of your own
Let that magic in you flow
Be entranced by a beautiful wonderland
See the things that your mind can conceive
Fantasize my lovely angel
Keep your head in the clouds
And drift along into blissful tranquility
sleep forever lovely angel
Let your body lay still
And your mind run free
Keep your dreams alive
And live in your secret creation
Don't hold back that beautiful imagination you have
So sleep love, sleep my lovely angel, and dream forever...
MelodyA sweet melody rings within my ears.
Silently yet eagerly trying to gain my attention.
I search up and down, left and right, for that beautiful sound.
Not knowing whose voice it is that releases such lovely words.
I listen closely, closing my eyes, tunning out everything but your voice. Listening to every word that escapes your lips.
My body moves, following an invisible path toward you. Louder the sound of your voice gets, i know i am near you, so i open my eyes. And see such a charming beauty.
I stare, captivated, by your mesmerizing eyes...it is like light is captures inside and held there forever, or just waiting for someone to let that beautiful light out.
I see your lovely smile, I wonder how many times people get to see you truly smile, or even hear a beautiful laugh i bet you have.
My mind wonders for miles about everything i wish to know about you, about all the things you keep secret.
* * *
Keep singing my beautiful, and let the world hear your voice.
Let your angelic voice f
Never let me goSunlight kisses your face
as you slowly awake in my
Your sweet autumn brown
eyes flutter open and look
A hushed good morning
escapes your beautiful lips.
All the while you only waste
seconds to press those precious
lips against mine.
And i am filled with the
joyous essence of your love.
I reminisce over all of the
times you have brightened my
And i hold you close as our
Feeling your delicate body
Ever so slowly running
my hands along side
...You rest your head
amongst my chest.
Telling me how soothing
my heartbeat sounds to
smiling i say "it only
beats for you..."
And loving eyes connect
But it is your sweet
smile that capture my eyes.
Along with your angelic
voice saying those 3 precious
Those oh so heart warming
You kiss my lips again,
and with such tender,
I pull you close, not ever
wanting to let you go.
Darling, Don't You DareTo the girl who skips dinner,
Because her reflection hurts more than
To the boy who wears sweatshirts
On hot summer days,
Because he doesn’t want his mother to cry over his
To the boy who weeps uncontrollably
Until he falls asleep,
Because it’s the only way to escape into his
To the girl who spends her days in her bedroom,
Because the dark is more peaceful than her
To the child who gets angry,
Because no one understands.
To the teens who self-harm,
To the ones in recovery,
To the ones that just can’t do it anymore…
For the girl who skips meals
And the boy who wears sweatshirts,
For the boy who cries,
The girl who hides,
And the ones who just can’t do it anymore.
You’ve come this far.
Don’t you dare give up on it, now.
I am the daughter of a sailor.There is pure sea water
rushing through my veins
& my vocabulary can be
just as colorful.
how do I begin to tell you
we all have jungles growing
in our chests?-
by human hands?
I like to pretend
it’s Draco residing
in this chest of mine-
clogging my lungs,
I have forgotten
how to write
or anything with a shred
I have no space left within myself
for celestial, fire breathing dragons-
because I realize now
when I look in the mirror,
I do not see my father.
I screamMy scream is loud.
My scream is honest.
My scream is desperate.
My scream is filled with truth.
Why would nobody hear me?
You're Not DepressedDepression isn’t what you think it is.
You’re just sad.
If you and your boyfriend or girlfriend just broke up, you’re not depressed.
If you are longing to be with that one girl or boy, you’re not depressed.
If you really want to meet that one celebrity, you’re not depressed.
If you haven’t gotten a text from any of your friends all day and want to talk to someone, you’re not depressed.
If you cried in the shower last night because you want that guy to be your boyfriend,
Or sat on your bed last night with your face in your hands wanting to be with that one girl,
You’re not depressed.
Until you have hated yourself,
Felt no self-worth,
Felt like you’d never amount to anything
And are useless,
You want to lie in bed all day and do nothing but think,
Think you are never good enough for anyone,
Don’t deserve anyone,
Lost any interest in drawing, writing, reading, singing, etc…
You don’t want to be around anyone, just by
dearly belovedthese days
your name has been slipping
in and out of my rib cage
my heart forgets to beat.
how even after all these months i still
don't want to believe that
you're dead. how during the
first couple of weeks i prayed
to a god i didn't believe in and begged to know
if death tasted sweet to you. how once,
when the monsters in my head
didn't let me sleep, i
wrote you three poems and then
you were a supernova that
lit up my life for
a few radiant moments before,
like all good things in this
you came to an end.
the sinner in me hopes that you have wings now.
but i think that,
most of all,
i hope you no longer
remember what pain
Let me dieGo away
Leave me alone
And let me die
Of this world
I don't want to live
Because there's no light
At the end of this tunnel
So I'll just end my life
Don't try to stop me
And we'll meet again
On the other side
Outside this dark tunnel
I am afraid of monsters like you.Bones and sinew cling
to the part of me
that is not human,
the part of me that
Your lips are ready
to pounce mine when
you lace my neck with
the collar of hope.
It hangs too tightly.
Only GirlsOnly Girls can suffer from weight loss,
can cut and cut until their blood is all gone.
Only girls can cry out their angry emotions,
and watch them pool from their eyes like the raging oceans.
Emotions are qualities reserved for women women only,
without them, what men would bask in their glory.
Only women can abort an unwanted fetus,
when a man mourns his lost child, he's nothing but a bigoted sexist.
Only girls can wear their hair long,
put on cake loads of make up, and twirl their hips to a song.
Strip down in public to your bra and underwear,
only girls will get angry when their objectified by eyes everywhere.
Only girls can swallow the pills,
because boys are never depressed, they only grow ill.
Only a woman can claw at her defenseless husband,
and when he tries to defend himself, he's considered little to nothing.
Cry 'sexual-harassment' in the midst of your workplace,
only girls can get away with this, when nothing was done to them in the first place.
Abuse is impossible if it ha
Wrists.Wrists are not made,
To be cut up by cold blades.
Blood was meant to stay in your veins,
Not to be drained.
From your body,
You're stronger than that,
I know a person can only take,
Until they break.
And you have your doubts,
And when you lay in bed,
The pain is all you think about.
But you're so much more,
Than your heart aches.
So much more,
Than your demons.
Even if you feel,
Like your dying,
And you are through with trying,
Because all you've been doing lately is crying.
I want you to know,
That no, you're not alone.
And you re going to survive.
Please just drop your knife,
Because you're going to,
Make it out alive.
I want to be free...To be me is like a disgrace.
To be fake is like a god given gift.
It's not me...
It never will be...
So why can't we just love what's real?
Instead of whats fake?
Love who you are!
Be who you are!
No matter what anyone says...
I want to be free...
And I know you do to.
So why cant we?
Because people hate what they don't understand.
That's why we cant be.
But then again...Who said we can't break some rules?
Have fun, and live life a little?
No matter what happens.
Be free, and do you.
Not what people say you have to do.
I want to be free...
And I will be.
No matter what anyone says...
So be free...
Inspector Wolf The old lady was dead. I could smell it before I even got into the house. The whole place reeked of adrenaline, sweat, fear, copper and steel. He’d dropped her right in her living room. Chopped and chopped until she stopped moving. But I could tell I was getting close. This had been done in a hurry, and the killer didn’t have the time to clean up after himself like he usually did.
Across the room, the phone rang. The shrill sound set my teeth to grinding, but I ignored it. Instead I followed the killer’s bloody footprints into the back bedroom. He’d climbed out the window. If I hurried, I could catch up to him and end this disgusting spree he was on.
Then the answering machine kicked in. “Hi, Gramma! It’s Red. Sorry I’m running late. I kind of lost track of time. But don’t worry. I packed the picnic and I’m heading out the door right now. Love you.”
She’d been expec
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